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Shattered
The only thing I want is peace, but all I feel is ashamed
I've got these sick, sad thoughts and all they do is replay
There's no way this is who I'm meant to be, I want my mind to be released, I want my demons abandoned
They always said it was a shame; I'd watch my body rot any given day of the week, my soul has finally lost any shot of feeling fine again
I see nothing the same, the dark's here to stay
But I'm no more a victim than anyone who feels like me, don't I deserve peace?
It's goddamn hard when you think it never mattered if you'd wake up alive
I often wish I could erase my mind
No more a puppet to all this pain; so close to finally feeling serenity
I shouldn't be on this leash
I will be free, I will decide my own fate
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world
Cause all I ever want is to be free
I hear the sky calling out my name, you may be you, but I'm not me
Let me out into the world, deliberately
They always said it was a shame
Why can't you just get over it?
It doesn't work that way, this is a sickness
No more preventable than death, I was made like this
Tear out my eyes 'cause
There's nothing to see
I find myself in my head more often than I'm out
This is a sickness
This is a sickness
The thought of joy just hurts me more, and every move feels like a chore
But that's not me, I want release
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They say the pain is temporary
They say the feeling isn't bound to last
We cling to light but often find it submits to dark
Dead from the start, I was dead from the fucking start
Maybe I know that I'm not perfect, but I know I don't deserve this prison
That's just who I am, and I can never lose hold, never lose hold again
For once, I'd love to smile
And for once to finally mean it, I don't want to have to lie
It's always looming, it's always there, always growing ever present in my nightmares
It's always looming, another year
Cutting through me, it's gone or I disappear
It's not fair to have to live this way
I see people shrug it off, but it consumes and corrupts me
I'm fucking begging on my hands and knees
I should be long released, why would you keep that from me?
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world
Cause all I ever want is to be free
I hear the sky calling out my name, you may be you, but I'm not me
Let me out into the world, deliberately
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world
Cause all I ever want is to be free
I never wanted to live like this
Separated from all the rest, but that's just who I am and I can
Never lose hold, never lose hold again
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